‘I have to do it. No, I must do it!!! That’s what he deserves *sobs*. Infact, I’d do it tomorrow after I introduce him to my family *evil grin* I’d make him feel loved and then I’d do it’.
I took his phone again that night and saw that he didn’t delete the chat between him and “boo-mi”. I also realized that he had renamed her that. I remembered that bbm had a feature like chat history (bless RIM) so I checked it and saw that she was 2 months pregnant and they were planning a wedding. The traditional marriage is in two weeks and he assured her that I’d be long gone before then and he would break up with me a.s.a.p. I almost died at that point, I swear!
I used my parody twitter account to tweet, ‘what would you do if you find out that your bf of 8years is planning to get married to someone in 2weeks’. You know what most of the answers were? “Kill him”. Yep, that’s what most of them said and even though they probably didn’t mean it, I think that’s what I’m going to do. I can’t let this S.O.B live a happy life with that bitch who wants to reap where she did not sow. I was there through it all……..his penniless days in school and now his glorious days. He is never going to be a dad and I’d never be a mom. I’d make sure of that.
Good night diary. Thanks for listening or rather reading.
I’m still plotting. I went to the market and I got some belladonna. Thanks to Google, I’ve found a subtle way to let him die slowly as I tell him how I found out about his deceit…….. I have to do it. No, I must do it!!! That’s what he deserves *sobs*. Infact, I’d do it tomorrow after I introduce him to my family *evil grin* I’d make him feel loved and then I’d do it.
Oh Blimey! He’s coming. Good night diary….till tomorrow.
something terrible happened today. You would not believe it! B and I went to my parents’ as agreed and I introduced them and they were elated that I had brought a ‘fine’ man home. Then disaster struck!!! My dad decided to inquire about his family and the next thing I heard was, “Oh No! Oh No!! Oh No!!! Oh God! You are my son!!!” from my dad. We all sat stricken at the news and the next thing daddy said was, “thank God Otse is a Christian and she hasn’t had intercourse with her brother. Hope I’m right, my darling”. At those words I almost died but I managed to smile and say he was right of course. I listened to daddy blab about how he impregnated his mum who abandoned him because he was broke and blah, blah, blah. Guess what …….. Bryan was smiling through all this. I knew he wasn’t happy about what he just heard but because he knew he just got the perfect reason to jilt me. If only he knew that it just became very clear that he must die; only this time, I’d have to die with him.
I am writing this with immense pain in my heart. My life has been ruined by my brother. No, by my father! It is his entire fault. I hope he gets to read this, to understand the emotional trauma I’d go through if I stay alive. I have put the belladonna in the catfish pepper soup I prepared. B and I haven’t talked about what daddy said….. We never will. I will make sure that he has ingested enough of the meal. I will feed him from my plate so that even when the sharp belly pains start, he won’t suspect a thing. When the drug has taken effect, I will tell him of everything I found out, I will insult that bitch and tell her what is happening with her baby daddy and I will eat the food with relish and wait for the cold hands of death and smile……..
If you guys read this, I love you mummy and daddy. Daddy, it really isn’t your fault. I should have known that someone that fine had to be related to me. Lol Please pray for God to have mercy on me.
Thank you Dear diary ………………..it is time.
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